Katherine “nijukyu” is;

~ You are a true romantic, and for you, love is a very emotional and passionate thing.
You want to be wooed, charmed, and even seduced. You have old fashioned ideas about romance.
You don’t mind being with a protective guy like Edward Cullen, as long as he has your best interests at heart.
You like being taken care of completely, even if things get a little intense at times.

~ When it comes to love, you go with your gut not with your head.
You have an open heart. You fall in love easily and get hurt just as easily.
You are spontaneous with relationships. You go with the flow and don’t worry about the future.
You are romantic, empathetic, and caring. More than most people, you really love being in love

~ You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven’t developed the talent yet.
Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.
You often feel like you don’t fit in - especially in traditional environments.
You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November

~ your love song is THANK YOU by dido

“And I want to thank you for giving me
The best day of my life
Oh, just to be with you is having
The best day of my life.”
It’s all good, as long as you’re in love

~ love color is orange

When you love someone, you’re willing to put it all on the line. You are bold in your romantic choices.
You find love to be exciting, and you’ll take a risk on a dangerous relationship that might not work out.
You are very intelligent, and you are drawn in at first by a mental connection. Brains turn you on.
For you, seduction and dating can be a bit of a game. You always have a clear picture of what’s going on and what you need to do to succeed.

~ Your name says that you are mostly:
Intuitive but high strung

Your name also says you are:
Ambitious but stubborn
Dynamic but aggressive
Independent but distant

~  you are JOYFUL

You may not be happy all of the time, but you experience frequent moments of joy in your life.
There are moments so perfect that time has stood still and you wish you could freeze it forever.
You are so joyful because you appreciate the small things in life. You know joy is more about who you are than what you have.
You are thankful to be alive, and you know that things could be a lot worse. You are content with your life.

~ you are a IDEALIST

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can’t make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you’ve likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

~ you are 45% selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it’s in the best interests of those involved.
But you’re no pushover. If something is important to you, you’ll get it!

~ you theme song is BACK IN BLACK ny ac/dc

“Back in black, I hit the sack,
I’ve been too long, I’m glad to be back”

Things tend to get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it’s even better than the last!

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn’t have wings
If love was a sky
We’d be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn’t for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we’re lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We’re not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn’t for me and you

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It’s sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can’t deny
I can’t say we didn’t try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it’s best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I’ll walk away so you don’t have to see me cry
It’s killing me so, why don’t you go

So why don’t you go your way
And I’ll go mine
Live your life, and I’ll live mine
Baby you’ll do well, and I’ll be fine
Cause we’re better off, separated

It is 0ver but the sh0rt relati0nship with him will last until my mem0ries fade..

Everything start 0n d day i first saw him.. it was March 2008 wen he caught my interest.. A tall, hands0me and a friendly fell0w he was.. n0 0ne kn0ws but i had a huge crush 0n him.. Even my best buddies..
Whenever i saw him.. my heart was beating to0 fast.. And, im actually a bit strange when he was ar0und.. Shyness 0verc0me and speaking are bec0ming so hard..
Everyday, im waiting.. Just a glimpse 0f him makes me smile and happy..
The funny thing ab0ut my crush thing 0n him was i still DONT KNOW HIS NAME.. haha.. im to0 shy to asked because im scared dat my secret wil revealed.. haha..

It was n0vember 2008.. when i first heard him c0l my name.. Gosh, it s0unds like it was the m0st beautiful name ever existed when he pr0n0unced it.. haha.. Her m0ther always teasing me to him.. Alth0ugh, im kinikilig.. i kn0w dat it was imp0sible.. He already had s0me0ne else.. And, im stil b0und to fulfill my pr0mise that b0yfriend was n0t all0wed until i finished studying.. haist.. haha..

It was December when i finally knew his name.. MHAC, as what his little sister called him.. hehe.. Days goes sm0othly and nicely.. there were times, wen we were j0king around and have s0me little c0nversati0ns..

April 2009.. days bef0re my graduati0n.. God finally answered my prayers.. hehe..

it was d 4th day.. When, he asked for my number.. i thought i heard him wr0ng but he actualy repeated it.. he said dat he just want to kn0w me better.. Unf0rtunately, my m0ther sh0wed up fr0m n0where.. And, we didnt notice her come because we were too busy chatting.. haha.. The sudden appearance 0f my m0ther make him silent.. He cant even utter a w0rd.. haha..

0n d 6th day, when he was sure dat im al0ne at the st0re.. He asked f0r it again.. This time with0ut any questi0ns i actualy gave it.. it was 0n dat day wen he first called me BABY.. i was irritated but deep inside i kn0w dat im super happy.. haha.. Dat nyt, he txtd me.. he pr0claimed his true intenti0ns.. At first, i thought, he was just kidding me.. A very ridicul0us 0ne.. but, at d bak of my mind.. im h0ping dat it was true.. wel, fortunately, da happiest m0ment had finally c0me..
C0urtship started.. He even asked my m0thers permissi0n.. and dat m0ment, i knew dat his intenti0ns was true.. days passed.. m0st 0f my time was spent txting or even talking to him..

Pe0ple said dat everything happened to fast.. Wel, it was indeed.. haha..

April 14, wen i first told him dat i do like him.. But, my s0on to be bf.. fallen into sleep.. H0w rude he was.. haha..

April 15, 2009.. Baccalaureate Mass of da graduating student class 09.. He even wanted to esc0rt me but a big NO was wat he g0t.. haha.. Wel, dat was a punishment for being a sleepy head.. haha.. At exactly.. 11 pm.. i g0t a call fr0m him.. As usual, he was asking f0r his status.. it was as if im his pr0f. And i wil decide if he failed my subject or n0t.. hehe.. wel, dis date was da m0st mem0rable of all da dates in the calendar.. haha..  he asked me again if he can be my boyfriend.. And, without hesitation.. i said my YES!! who0oah!! And, it was 0fficial..  tears of happiness suddenly falling.. hehe..
April 17, my graduati0n day.. i intr0duced him to my friends.. And they get al0ng pretty well..

Everyday, he sh0wered me with love and care.. He treated me like im his 0nly 0ne..

until we reached, 0ur 1st m0nth.. As any relati0nship, petty quarels als0 existed.. We say s0rry f0r it.. And, c0nfesing 0ur love and h0ping for a better and stable relati0nship in d future..

Just like wat i said earlier.. Everything happened so fast.. s0 fast, dat we are losing c0ntr0l to it.. D0ubts was 0n my side.. th0ugh, der was n0thing to.. i stil fil it.. i asked for assurance for s0 many times because i am certainly afraid to lose him..
0n 0ur 2nd m0nth., i can truthfully say dat he was my life.. My s0urce of happiness.. With0ut him, i kn0w everything wil turn 0ut gray.. in sh0rt.. i cant live with0ut him.. MARK ANTH0NY had already 0ccupied the biggest space 0f my heart in just a sh0rt peri0d of time..

He started g0ing back to sch0ol while im trying my luck to find a j0b.. As he was bec0ming so busy.. And, i have a lot of free time on my hand.. c0mmunicati0ns 0n his part start to lessen.. Until 0ne day, it actualy st0pped.. After a week, all he said was “s0rry! im to0 busy” wel, i f0rgave him.. i loved him but dat m0ment i knew, s0on i wil want freed0m..

3rd m0nth.. it was den dat i realize dat it was g0ing n0where.. we are trapped and we cant m0ve f0rward.. i asked and questi0ned myself s0 many times.. But still, We try to w0rk things 0ut however 0ur eff0rts turned into n0thing.. until it was decided.. it was time to put an end.. i better leave while im stil in luv because i dont want the feelings to be replaced by anger and hatred.. there was s0 many m0ments dat was cherishable and pleasant to mem0ries..

As 0f n0w, its been a week since the saddest m0ment.. But, stil.. im truly happy in th0se times dat im with him.. And grateful, dat im became part of his life.. And, that he actually loved me.. But the greatest thing ever is dat dreams can s0meh0w be true.. And patience is always a virtue.. hehe..